Because having a big pickup truck with naked women silhouettes on the mudflaps isn't "masculine" enough! Introducing Bull's Balls
They come in many different colors, including bright pink.

...life blows up in your face like a defective explosive device?  It leads you on for a while, convincing you that you can love and trust, and that you might actually be worth something, then BOOM! it turns around, smacks you across the face, sticks its foot up your ass, shoves you to the dirty asphalt and says "HAHA you suck! you're nothing but a worthless piece of shit." Leaving you crumpled up in a ball, whimpering in the corner nursing your wounds.


....yep..nothin to see here folks, carry on.

The internet can be a very dangerous place....

No, I'm not talking about creeps or sexual predators, although they are most certainly a source of online threat too. I'm talking about malware.  

Last saturday I was browsing a forum, and someone had posted a link that looked like :). I clicked it out of (stupid) curiosity and lo and behold, it turned out to be a very nasty virus called Braviax.  It tried to take over my computer, and when my firewall wouldn't let it, it would restart my computer.

Needless to say after a wasted 3-day weekend, my computer is finally back to normal. The virus is gone, thanks to the awesome tech support people at geekstogo.com.  The virus disabled my Avast! antivirus, compromised my firewall (which I had to reinstall), and in the process of trying to make a new system restore point, the tab disappeared and I had to reinstall system restore from my XP installation disc.  I just now created a new restore point and all is in good working order.

I'm so glad I didn't lose this computer, it's my baby, my livelihood.  As horrible as it may sound, I absolutely cannot live without it.  I have reformatted it, upgraded it, I play my favorite games on it and stay in touch with my loved ones. I also use it for schoolwork and google things when curiosity overcomes me.

A word of advice to all who love your computers~learn as much as you can about your system in case you ever need to fix it.  All is not lost if you ever get a virus.  Go straight to the GeeksToGo.com forum if you ever need help, they are extremely helpful and quite literally saved my dinosaur of a pc from extinction.  

Remember kids! Be careful where you click!!!

雨がふる
ポツポツうつよ
ぶっかけましょう  




       

burning times

vicious masculinity
from time to time would rise
evil chauvinistic glee
afraid of women wise

proud self-righteous regal robes
with empty hearts within
cast an eye of hate on those
most innocent of sin

death by water
death by flame
death by sword and spear
mothers
daughters
sisters blamed
for men's jealous fear

the crucible of truth is hot
melt bigotry within
and mold its molten monstrous mass
in monument to sin
committed by men long ago
'gainst half the human race
so none can shun what once was done
to women full of grace

So I went to a fencing tournament yesterday. I won 2 bouts but I lost 3. I fenced novice foil and the other novice fencers need to learn to control their weapons! OUCH! I have nasty bruises all over my legs and can hardly move from the soreness today. It was a total blast though, I think overall I won 5th place, but I didn't get a medal or anything, oh well. It was my first tournament and I really enjoyed it.

Missoula seemed different this time. The people seemed a little more insane and it scared me a little. XD When we first got into town we were trying to find the place we were told to meet the other people, and we had to ask for directions. We got stuck in the middle of an Elton John concert just getting out and it seemed everyone was drunk. We asked one guy and he said "That's a gay place to meet!" right after that we asked another guy and all he said was "I'm still standin'!" It was also homecoming weekend for them, so I guess that added to the insanity.

Because I could not stop for Death – 
He kindly stopped for me –  
The Carriage held but just Ourselves –  
And Immortality.

We slowly drove – He knew no haste
And I had put away
My labor and my leisure too,
For His Civility – 

We passed the School, where Children strove
At Recess – in the Ring –  
We passed the Fields of Gazing Grain –  
We passed the Setting Sun – 

Or rather – He passed us – 
The Dews drew quivering and chill – 
For only Gossamer, my Gown – 
My Tippet – only Tulle – 

We paused before a House that seemed
A Swelling of the Ground – 
The Roof was scarcely visible – 
The Cornice – in the Ground – 

Since then – 'tis Centuries – and yet
Feels shorter than the Day
I first surmised the Horses' Heads 
Were toward Eternity – 






~Emily Dickinson

So my friend Trish is just starting to get into photography and one of her projects right now is portraying the many sides of alternative teens in Bozeman. I got to go to the graveyard and do a photoshoot with her and she is giving me 10 jpgs and 2 tiff to keep for myself as pay. I've got 8 of them so far so here they are!